Scarlett

Before you go through with this, I want to remind you of September 7th, 1988. it was the first time that i saw you, you were reading less than zero, you were wearing a guns and roses t shirt. i'd never seen anything so beautiful. i remember thinking that i had to have you or i'd die. and you whispered that you loved me at the homecoming dance, and i felt so peaceful and safe, because i knew that no matter what happened, from that day on, nothing could ever be that bad because i had you. and then i grew up, and i lost my way, and i blamed you for my failures. and i know that you think you have to do this today, but i don't want you to. but i guess, if i love you, i should let you move on. (17 again)